Thursday, May 8, 2008

The prevention of a dream

Someone once told me that I was stupid. That I was good for nothing. It makes me wonder. Would my life have been different if I was praised instead of always being made to feel like shit? I don't dwell on it too much because what's done is done and I know that the past can't be changed. But I can learn from it. It has taken me 29 years to grow up and look at the reality for what it is. And I know that I still have a lot of growing up to do. I can only hope that I can see the mistakes that I have made in the past for what they were and not make them again. The cycle of hurt and pain stops here. With me. I have said and done many things that I am not proud of. Maybe I should be. They are a part of who I am after all. And again I have to ask, could any of this have been prevented?

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